HURT

Im so hurt='( This pain has to go away.I’m so fuckin hurt.er,i want this pain to end!I dont want to hurt like this.If I pray to God to take this pain away.What if his answer is to end *her* day?ER,is that really what I want?Should I even care anyway?B,i hate you for loving me and leaving me!ARGHHHH!Then come back with all that bullsh*t saying I’m your destiny.EHH,FUCKER just go somewhere and just let me be.Now I’m at the point where I am just drowning in complete misery.I cant eat, i cant sleep,i cant even sit still.I will never forget the days we once had.The days when you were everything to me.My mind used to tell me we would be together forever BUT now I realize that was all a big dream!Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces!I sometimes wonder if you still think of me.HUH?!Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd.BITCHH!im so disappointed la ='(